Infidelity

so i sail through
two different oceans
get tossed by two
equally cunning waves

one after another,
one after another,
the one after the another.

(sometimes i get lost in the current)

but i never told you
that its your tide i love the most
because i want you to stay that way
stay beautiful
stay amazing
stay with me

when everyday
i set off to sail
between
one and another,
one and another,
the one and the other.

tonight i should have decided
to quit this satire

but no

i can't

i still long for your scents
and the warmth of her bed
i still dream of your cooking
while i ravish her without shame

and everytime i leave
you behind
to see her, and experience
the lengths of her
salutary liquids

i come back relieved
and complete

but not because she
filled my nights the way you do

but because i see you there,
sleeping soundly in our bed,


and you have never changed.